Showing posts with label Memoir. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Memoir. Show all posts

Thursday, January 27, 2022

MAAJHI & SWIMMER

Once a Maajhi was sailing in a small boat in the middle of ocean when he saw little turmoil across some distance. With big waves, he could only gather that something is happening there.


It aroused his curiousity and he raised his light to see what it is! To his surprise, a person was struggling to survive – he was drowning! But he had not given up – so he was using all his strength to keep himself floating. The Maajhi immediately addressed the person that he is coming to his rescue and he should keep up his efforts. With both of their efforts, the drowning person was taken on board with a warm welcome!


 The Maajhi and struggler became good friends sharing their part of life story during the journey in the hope that sometime the boat will reach some shore.
 
 However, to his surprise the struggler discovered that the boat had no oars to row with, so that the baot was sailing without any direction to steer.The struggler asked why Maajhi did not have any oars to row the boat or did he lost it somewhere. The Maajhi replied that he never wanted to reach any destination, but always enjoyed the journey on water and had many interesting stories in store. So he did not keep any oars.

Then the Maajhi asked the struggler why he was in middle of ocean, was it an accident or he lost control while swimming.. The struggler revealed that he always wanted to venture into adventure and take up challenges in life. He wanted to grow through his struggles in life. Though he knew little bit of swimming, he dived into deep ocean to strengthen his skill, no matter how risky it was to his life even. Such was his strength and confidence! But he had no idea about the mysterious ocean with its wild waves - this time the strong high waves took him over and he lost his control upon water and went out of breath! His courage and hope kept him going. He did not give up hopes nor was he down in spirits. That really impressed the Maajhi.

The struggler asked Maajhi how well versed is he with the ocean. The Maajhi declared with pride that he often measured the depth of ocean diving into its secret bottom. The more he plunges deep inside it, the more he comes out with invaluable treasures!!! "The most precious gifts of nature are hidden in the innermost bottom of mother earth, but there are big dangerous sharks and whales to come across first" he announced. He said the bigger the obstacle, the greater is the reward!

Amazed and spellbound, the struggler asked what does he do with those treasures? Maajhi replied with a gratifying smile -” I exchange them with whoever i find on the way” This time puzzled the struggler inquired -what he meant by exchanging- with what he exchanges his treasures ? The Maajhi donned a big smile and quipped “ I exchange their blessings, their smile, love and trust. I can see their dreams fulfilled which soars me high up in the sky closer to stars. I feel elated with their kind words. ”


The struggler was enthralled to know how much contentment, peace and bliss is there!!! This person has no desires but his selfless efforts help him gain liberation – highest of its accord... MOKSHA!


The struggler was enlightened with this wisdom and knowledge ! He became a blissful soul and practiced his skill of swimming, diving deep into ocean in his quest for hidden treasures! Nothing could stop his zest now. He was so keen in excelling his skill that he turned from struggler to swimmer. But one day his skill really came to be tested!


One day a devastating storm striked the ocean and their boat went upside down taking alongwith the Maajhi. The Maajhi was nowhere to be seen. As the swimmer was practicing his swimming stunts, he could only hear few faint words of his friend. It alarmed the swimmer and immediately he ventured into rescue operation. Now it was the swimmer who could capture the hands of drowning Maajhi, just by a few seconds with his swift action.


The Maajhi who used to take pride in helping others, did not feel shy to surrender and seek for help. He had faith on his friend's abilities and trusted him beyond doubts. When his own skills and confidence could not enable him to cope up with the strong rustic blows of waves, he did not struggle to come out, he surrendered to be taken care of with faith on God and his most trustable friend!


His friend had an equal insight of the situation and used his skill he learnt so far to dive deep and came out safely rescuing his friend.

Such was their strong bond of friendship – pure and unconditional! Thus both were an inspiration to each other!!!!

 

Our First Meet


It was not long when I opened myself to the realm of unknown, that my destiny took an acute turn.
    I was just in my early twenties when I first met my life partner. I hardly noticed him in our first meet as it was a formal official introduction to my colleagues in the office I was deployed. While I was learning new things apart from my work,   I got to know many people & in no time I started admiring them for their support and care. Among them, one striking personality caught my attention with the kind of demeanor he exhibited specially his vigor, chivalry, cheer, mischief & carefree splendor! I often wondered how one person can make oneself available for help to everyone around him be it his juniors, class IV employees, ladies, (both elderly & younger ones) and also his senior officers were no exception to approach him for valuable advice. It had raised my respect for him more than just liking him.
He had a flair in picking up new languages, so   that he could connect to people in their native languages be it Tamil, Telugu, Kannada, Bengali. He himself being a Malayalee hailing from Kerala picked up Hindi very fast, once he shifted to Delhi for work.    I being a Bengali, his linguistic aptitude was adding to my evaluation of his knowledge & capabilities.  
    But his charm lied in how he created fun filled atmosphere with his witty one liners &  mischief. To add to it, his singing trait was a cherry on the cake. It was in one such gathering at tea break, I remember that he started singing and everyone was in awe of his melody. One of our Bengali Madam teased him that he is to get a Bengali bride that threw everyone into laughter except me. I being the only Bengali girl present there, felt little bit awkward rather embarrassed. I decided   to set it right at the very beginning of possible future prospects if any. And coincidentally in the next week I had a special duty at South block on a weekend. I got a surprise call on the phone from him with whom I was yet to open up as a close friend and our friendship can be considered in general not special so far. He expressed his wish to meet me in person. I felt this is my chance to clear all his fancies if any, about proceeding to get into any relationship. But what I thought as my wisdom not to entangle into unnecessary trouble, turned out to be completely opposite, beyond my imagination.
    I agreed to meet him after duty and in few hours I was strolling with him in lush lawns near India Gate. This was the first time we were meeting as a person other than just colleagues. More than outward meeting, it was inner connection that we both felt & experienced higher dimensions to life.  The very thought of clearing doubts vanished from my mind   & I was unaware of how time flew. I knew he is the one I have been waiting for… and our journey started from that very day, we are living it together & I am sure it will continue till many lifetimes.
 

Sunday, January 23, 2022

FRIENDSHIP

 Friendship with Mohini

My experience of Bliss

Mohini is a girl I was in awe right from the beginning. Say it her beauty, her elegance, her enigma in total personality even before I could get to know her . My first meeting was in a hospital where we were there for a medical check up clearance regarding our appointment in Government job. Coincidentally she joined the same lunch group I was in and that is how it all began-  our conversations, getting to know each other and then friendship which later tuned into spiritual connection. I think this was the strongest bond i share with her till now.

My nature hardly corresponded with her in light of her vivacious presence and enchanting smile. She could be the eye of contention wherever she would go. Her charisma was such that no body could ignore her, be it her outer charm or inner beauty. Such was my observation. There was of course no angst of envy for the very reason I started admiring her at the core. Often I used to wonder what can be the reason for me to place her qualities worth catching my eyes and silently absorb the beauty. Being Artistic, I could relate my deep observation of noticing every minute details which has to do with beauty and class. Being spiritual I am blessed to forego the shortcomings i may encounter for myself seeing someone better than me. In fact it always enhanced my own beauty of having that vision of beauty around. 

The significant time I attribute which have enriched my respect for this friendship is I found her reaching out to me in need, her shoulder to rely, and a space to rest that everything is going to be ok without any questioning or enforcement. The healing effect of her love reached  me so deep that it was beyond words for me to ever convey my gratitude for having such angels around me. Better said than not is the idea where today I am sharing in words. In between there were moments of misunderstanding, doubts, gaps of miscommunication or no communication at all, but having all these, our friendship still flourished. And it never stopped flourishing. Once we realize how valuable some gifts in our life, we are watchful not to loose it or at least preserve the memories as a treasure. It is true that beauty does not stay forever, but inner beauty is something which never fades. In fact today I can be sure that her radiance of purity was the vibration I could catch beyond any logic to reason. I am blessed to have you in my life as a friend Mohini.

Thursday, August 20, 2020

My Soul Sister

My Soul sister


 We grew up just like twins

Our face resembled though in height she wins

Her flair in Art was so fantastic;

it would inspire me to wish how I could draw at least

While she never cared how much I admired-

Secretly I started following her, became her fan- undeclared!

Little did she know how much I idolized her

For she was carefree kind yet not a girl next-door,

She could make wonders whatever she chose

Be it dancing, be it studies, be it sports or be it making buddies

My only friend was my sister and her friends befriended me rather

Lucky I felt as I was always protected

With warmth and affection, as  an youngster they cared

I had no voice of my own, I followed what was told

My sister was my role model , she stood tall -always my Hero

She was a trend setter, I could not have her better

Then there was a time we have to part ways

Our individual journeys were not meant together

As Life progressed - I got my own partner whom I thought could replace her now

For he became my greatest confidant, a position I always cherished with her before

Life has its ups and downs and hence I got her back once again

Now she is a changed person, her life struggles has matured her before age

I marvel how she becomes everyone’s favorite

not just with her charm but with her grace

 I am awe struck at the depth of her understanding,

Her dignified composure, her life saving principles

Her wisdom is now her beauty, her love is her face

Her compassion is her persona; her elegance is her grace!

 

অদ্বিতীয়

 


ছোটবেলা থেকে বড় হলাম জমজের মতন দুই বোন 

খেলার সাথী বলতে ওই ছিল, যে একমাত্র বুঝতো আমার মন 


বলতে গেলে ছবি আঁকা ওর নেশা

 তাতে  আমি হতাম বড্ড বেশি ফিদা

জানা ছিল না বেশি কিছু, ওর দেখা দেখি সব শেখা 

বলি নি যদিও মুখোমুখি- ওর আঁকা যায় নি বৃথা 

 

কত যে গল্প গুজব, আজব সব কাহিনী 

মেতে থাকতাম কি বুঝে , আজও তা  জানা নেই 

বেশ ছিলাম, কি না করতাম সব মজার কাণ্ড

কখনো ফটোশুট চলছে সেঁজেগুজে , আবার কখন ও লিখতাম গল্প 

কমিক্স এর বাহার ছিল, বই এর যেন পাহাড়

লাইব্রেরি থেকে সব বই আনা, পুজো বার্ষিকী, কত বই উপহার 

আমাদের জন্মদিন কি যে মজা হতো, বন্ধুদের সাথে মানানো হতো 

সকাল বেলা টফি নিয়ে যাওয়া, মাথা ফুল গাজরা এ সাজা 

কত কি না মা বানাতো, পায়েস, ঘুগনি মা খাওয়াতো

পুজোর সময় কত আয়োজন, ছবি আঁকার, আবৃত্তি  প্রতিযোগিতা যেমন

আমি ছিলাম ওর পাশে, ওর বন্ধু আমার সাথে 

এমনি চলছিল আমাদের বেশ, কখন ও হয় নি কোনোদিন কোনো প্রকারের ক্লেশ 

আমাদের ছিল এক গোপন দেশ; টের পেতো না কেউ আমাদের ফন্দি বিশেষ 

খেলাদুলা র ছিল না কোনো শেষ, বদমাইশি ছিল বইকি , ছিল না দ্বেষ বিদ্বেষ !


 

আজ বহুদিন পর আমার ওই দিদি- বনে  গিয়েছে আবার আমার সারথি 

জীবনের দুর্গম রাস্তায়, সে প্রতিক্ষণ আমায় সাথ দেয় 

আমার কোন ও এমন কাজ নেই যাতে তার হাত নেই 

সে ভারী আমার প্রিয়, তার কাছে আমিও অদ্বিতীয় !


 

 


 

 


 

 


Tuesday, August 11, 2020

Rita gone beyond our reach

 Rita

Let me touch your Light

Let me be the flame of  your plight

Now that you are free from this mortal body

this earth is no more your abode

neither your  fate  decides your road

You are now liberated, a free soul

ready to start a new journey

Your freedom is  your own 

No grievances, no more shame

What was crippling you  before

is a matter of past tense 

Now that you are gone where no one can reach beyond

Your smiling face is what we can trace

of your existence in our heartfelt embrace

 


রীতা

রীতা 

নিরীহ মানুষটা সেই মেয়ে

আজ চলে গেছে, কাউকে না বলে কয়ে 

তার বেঁচে থাকার অপূর্ব  আশা ছিল 

আমাদের প্রতি ভরসা ছিল

আপন করে সকলকে জয় করে নিতো 

এমনি বাণী তার , হাঁসি তার মুখশ্রী ছিল 

নিজের বলতে যতটুকু তার অর্জন 

তা নিয়েই সে বেশ ছিল ,তাতে ক্ষতি কার 

করে নি তো কোনো দাবি সে, 

আবদার আহলাদ তার ও তো ভাগিদারী সে 

করে নি সে কোনো প্রতিবাদ 

মেনেছিল তার পোড়া  কপালের দাগ 

করে নি সে কোনো বিলাপ 

মাথানত করে মেনে নিয়েছিল, করে নি হিসাব 

আজ তাই হতভাগী সে?

না আমাদের ই কেউ দায়ী এতে 

কারণ আমরাই সমাজ, আমরাই চলি এ ভেষে 

আবরণ তলে রাখি  নিজেকে ঢেকে 

থাকি লুকিয়ে,  করি খবরদারি পিছন থেকে 

আজ যদি থাকতাম তার সাথে থেকে 

হারিয়ে যেত না সে মেয়ে আমাদের মাঝ  থেকে


 


Monday, September 1, 2014

Angel Shirin



 Angel Shireen!!! !U remain in my heart wherever u r now twinkling star high up in the sky!!!! 


Shirin as I look back for the very few days you were with us
Now seem like unforgettable precious moments to dwell upon in your fond memory..




Shirin - God called you much ahead than all of us
to show you are dearer to God and God need you more
For such a pure soul you are and all your deeds must have been pure
Such an Angel you are adorned with enchanting smile
with so much love to give and pour!
May you keep twinkling all the more high up there